39,320 2,458
- BALL-BUSTING. i HAVE THE NEED TO HURT MYSELF. OFTEN A WOMAN DOES IT; SOMETIMES I DO IT MYSELF, BUT PREFER HAVING IT DONE BY A LADY ( MISTRESS ).
BUTT - BACK - - .UPPER-LEGS WHIPPINGS. BECAUSE I AM VERY MASOCHISTIC I LOVE IT . WHEN BALL-BUSTED, MY EYES ARE BLINDFOLDED, SO I CANNOT SEE WHEN
SHE HITS ME ( FIST, KNEE OR FOOT ). IT CAN BE VERY PAINFULL, BENT OVER AND SOMETIMES I FALL. 1 TILL 3 DAYS THERE IS MY OWN RED SUBSTANCE OUT OF MY DICK
WHICH STOPS THEN.
- he is trying to do it good. BUT WHEN I WHIP MYSELF, I USE A LONG, THICK BELT AND DO SETS OF 3 VERY HARD WHIPPINGS. THEN A TIME-OUT AND CONTINUE. i ALWAYS DO 40 - 1 = 39 HARD WHIPPINGS AND MY BUTT-CHEEKS
BECOME VERY RED / PURPLE. THEN I STOP. TEARS ROLL OVER MY FACE, CAUSED BY THE INTESITY. WHEN THE WEATHER IS HOT, MY WHOLE BODY SWEATS AND WATER ( SWEAT) ROLLS TO THE GROUND. WHEN FINISHED AND
RESTED FOR 10 MINUTES I HAVE A FEELING OF SATISFACTION AND PRIDE TO BE ABLE HAVING IT DONE.
38,787 310
22,202 121
24,280 179